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Where has the time gone

 Just a short post today, Life has been busy! 

We are now 7 months old! Where has the time gone! We have 2 sets of teeth, we roll and spin around to get into everything, we have started eating real food and I don't think it will be long before we have a crawler! 

The reality of him growing older too quick isn't just in how fast it has gone in a blink of and eye but also how little time I have left before I have to return to work and I won't get my long lay ins with him, my fun days out and being able to enjoy my time with him rather than cram it all in during an evening. 


Saying that the last seven months hasn't been smooth sailing, babies are hard! You get over one thing and BAM another swings in and smacks you in the gut. Constant feeds, sleep regression, teething, rolling, sitting (sort of), weaning, crawling the list never ends! Each one a challenge and a reward in its own right! 

As for me? we I'm running sort of, Halloween week has been a busy one so running can wait till next week, Swimming has become regular, and I'm sort of getting me time, I say sort of because even when I'm not in charge of little man I can't switch off, I have to be doing something and I can't rest, I can't seem to find my power down switch. 

I'm more anxious, things put me on edge more, I'm getting more frustrated and things bug me so much quicker, I also seem more sensitive to loud sounds but not all the time, it seems to coincide with big emotions. 




BUT all that said, seeing his little smile as he recognises me, hearing his chuckle at the smallest of things, being able to wake up and cuddle him and watching him fall asleep safe in my arms is the best feeling in the world and I wouldn't change it for anything. 

So I suppose wrap it up to say I'm still here, just in the thick of mother hood, send coffee and good vibes for the nights of sleep regression and be patient for future posts, they may be more sporadic, but here is a Halloween photo to share some love and wish you all a Happy Halloween! 


Thanks for reading

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Lots of love 

Jess

x x x




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